okay.
Yesterday had the xmas party..
Jafni and esther, really sorry if i like ignored you yesterday for the first few hours...:)
just had alot of thoughts in my head and need to get them out..
that is after swimming when we were in the dance studio.
had lots of things in my head yesterday..
LOTS.
i have no idea what to do where to go and what to feel.
I felt i should be happy but at times there is a block in the way of my happiness..
i was confused.
We had alot of fun when we were eating.
Thanks, jafni, esther, trish and niesa.
There were some things i realised that not everyone can be trusted. even relatives.
I knew this a long time ago...
But even though i hid it really well and not even giving any clue to anyone, they found out.
Not from me..
from someone else.
Today is christmas eve.. i should be happy. well i am but there is always, ALWAYS something blocking.
It hurts.
lol.. just got hurt again.
i hate her. seriously. we are so freaking open to her, and she isn't! she treats us like babies, like kids!
What the FUCK.
Hmm..
Let's talk about yesterday's xmas party..
We danced boom boomow and you'll find a way. But we didn't dance move shake drop :(
I thought it was a much better dance then the other 2.
I was suppose teach them but every time i teach, they get distracted!
always.
in the end i was the only who danced that, in the party. THEY forced me to.
they as in kriz, trish, che che and niesa.
I ask che che to dance beside me. well she did but anyhow.
So i started.. to dance.
then everytime i make a move.
everyone walked away or turned away.
no one was watching so i stopped halfway.
got abit embarrassed.
then niesa wanted to go tot he dance studio.
then sky said he wanted to take something from our house upstairs..
so kriz said she will go.
then we headed to the dance studio first.
we waited and waited. but she never came.
when we called her, her phone picked up by accident.
then i heard her playing with my bro and small boy cousin..
then it hung up.
i called her again..
she said she was on the lift on the way down, then i quickly shouted LIAR.
then she said 'fine fine..i am still here in the function room. i am playing with sky and rainbow, and taking pics with engineers... its just so fun!'
WHAT THE FUCK.
she made us wait downstairs for and she kept saying she was coming, and when i sked her, she had no intention of coming down at all..
lol. we were all pissed with her.. really!! pissed off... i could break her head.
i don't care what i say here.. because i know she doesn't read my blog.
she thinks its too lame.. why should i read it?
anyway..got some gifts yesterady..
from niesa is coloured pens. THanks. I LOVED IT!
From tita margie, earrings THANKS!
from the xchanging gift, a thumbdrive. minimum was 20 bucks so maybe a thumbdrive cost like 29 bucks?? i loved it. thanks to whoever.
from trish..not yet.
then form kriz was a marcy tee with a budgies( a parrot with a fedora) print. i really liked it. thanks. but if your giving something to someone and you really like it, don't show anger infront of that person because you really like it. it isn't a nice feeling to feel.
so yep that is kinda all for yesterday.. and oh.
i think i saw fried barbie in blue yesterday when esther, sky and jafni were swimming.
in the carpark elevator. i think only. because he smiled at me so i was puzzled. yep.
anyway.its getting and i think i wanna bathe...
see yaz because later were gonna go visiting.
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